
Bunga kan. Biasa jelah. Macam bunga. Aku pn x faham.Depan rumah org sebelah tu, dia tanam. Aku tgh nak test2 camera baru ms tu, ambikla gmba ni. LOL.
Aku ni bodoh sikit. Aku nak kurangkan sifat2 idealist aku la.
Terima cara permikiran norm. Yg stick to what ppl think is right.
Org cakap kalau kau idealistic sgt, cm jadik immature. Betul ke?
Haih..
Tp camana nak tau apa yg right n wrong kalau sume tu vague sgt?
kalau org realist I cakap cmni si realist II ckp cmtu. Pstu aku nak ckp apa?
Ending up, terima otak sendiri punya idea jugak. which leads to.. (u know).
(since nak balik msia dah ni, kenalah cakap2 melayu slalu. x spekong2 dah).
Harini sgt panas, aku tau.. and kalau berjalan2 dalam panas tu mmg boleh menimbulkan temper yg boiling hot.
Post ni mmg merepek2 dan bodoh. cm aku gk, slalu merepek2 dan x la pndai sgt.
Bye2

oK. So here’s the story. I visited someone’s blog just now and guess what! the theme is ice cream! oh god. I couldn’t focus on the posts!!! Seriously, air liur keluar banyak gile babey. aaa.. pasni kena beli soft serve cone. Just to cure this kempunan-ness towards ice cream.. Readers, I know u want it too!!!!

This is a confession.
Right now I’m training myself to indulge in other stuff besides people. Things like sports and the Malaysian economy. Well, as I want to avoid several emotions that might occur with deep involvements. And I am also avoiding from scanning through peoples appearance and making some nasty comment about them. I am a bad, bad person. I always tend to judge as I live. on everything. Sometimes I feel like a total bitch who always bitches about everything.
Anyway, who cares, right? Who gives a F**K?
and oh, hello real world! here i come with my mediocre degree trying to sneak in any holes I could gather.
How am I feeling right now? I don’t know. Like crap? Well, dah happy sikit compared to last night.
Name one name that would appear in ur head straight away. Ryna(missing her badly!!)
What are you gonna do after this? Planned to go to the library. But Acabe is still asleep.
Name one fruit. Orange
What’s the last thing you did before falling asleep last night? Playing with my iTouch.
What’s the last movie you’ve watched? Closer. Not to the ending pun because someone freaked out when I cried in the middle of it.
What scares you the most? Small animals that creep
Who scares you the most? IDK. Maybe. Penjenayah?
What do you hate the most? Things that I can’t comprehend.Penggelabahan! (Chill la wey! Buekk!)
Name one wish. For things to be the way they were.(Well, except for some things)
Favoruite item(s)? My Ipod, speaker and my future guitar to be. hahah.
What do I need? Serenity?= Wollongong!!
My message for the day. Buckle up. The exam is near. and it WILL take a toll on all of us. It’s the time of the year when you’ll see things darker than they should be, worse than ever and as the cause to stress. Behold, my people!. LOL. Dramatic je. Maybe certain people don’t really feel that way pn.
HAVE A GOOD DAY. GOOD LUCK STUDYING. I PLANNED TO DISAPPEAR. BUT AS USUAL, I THINK THAT IT WON’T REALLY WORK.

So gmbar tu selingan je. Mmg mengade2 aku ni.
Eherm.
So, the real thought which came to my mind is about moving on.
Do people really move on or are they just used to the fact that someone or something is no longer in their lives.
Many believe that it’s better to proceed to a new chapter instead of jumping to a whole new book and burn the old ones away. In other words, it’s better to leave the past behind instead of totally throwing it away. But how could you really move on if you let the past trailing your your path? Wouldn’t it be easier to just chuck that part of memories away?
When you force yourself to let go, just to spare some hurt, it’ll be harder and quicker for the feelings to resurface. But if you let the feelings linger, it’ll be easier for yourself to be used to it until it can no longer make you feel anything but just the sense of acknowledgment.
But what happens when the person reappears in your life? Will you be able to avoid the pleasurable sin of enjoying the person’s company? Will you be strong enough to be faithful to your own promises?
It’s all too subjective. and the doubt that arises is an element that makes life more interesting, I guess?
Certain things i learned during my studies in Cnby:
- It’s not that hard to be a BITCH (well, I am one. of course).
- Not everyone chills.
- formality kills
- PMS plays a big role in one’s life.
- There’s not a single second in your life u r not judged.
- Music is good.
- Gosspis r ‘good’.
- I am not smart ( I know, it’s a bit late).
- Not everyone is as open minded as u thought they would be. (even if they tried to or pretended to be)
- Don’t blame me, it’s the hormones talking.